Monday, August 15, 2005
How can you hold a pink ic and say you're not singaporean?!? my fake friend, S says that she's
not singaporean, refuses to sing the national athem or say the pledge, says that singaporean men and women are flirts, when she's a true pink ah lian with a ah beng boyfriend who plays sugar daddy to her.
if your'e S.im gald i've said it all out,having to keep it binded in my heart for four years wasn't easy.i have no regrets.
i still love you.
as a fake friend. :)
posted @5:09 PM
Friday, August 12, 2005
I wonder if he ever reads my blog, i think he does.im one angry woman, but i don't feel angry.i should be angry because girlfriends are suppose to be angry at shit like that.he thinks im angry, but im not.i think i should be angry, but im not.im making myself sound like a licensed
bimbo.damn it.
when im angry, he doesnt realise it.
when im not, he thinks i am.
look at him.he doesn't
look that stupid.
posted @3:21 PM
Saturday, August 06, 2005
Hot!
posted @5:11 PM
Friday, August 05, 2005
is lesbianism a sex disorientation or a choice? i searched getty images for pictures of lesbians and the results came in on a total of 12 pages.they looked happy.maybe because they were suppose to look happy for that shoot, or maybe some of them are'nt even lesbians to begin with. some pictures were of them nude, lying on a bed and some of them showed them kissing etc etc, showing other things every normal couple would do together.but they still looked happier than people in guy girl relationships.im not saying that having a thing for the same sex would enhance happy emotions for longevity, im also not saying that normal female and male relationships cannot be lasting and happy.it can be, look at those old couples strolling down orchard road hand in hand.i have a few lesbian friends, who are perfectly girly.nobody would guessed that they liked other girls, and another few would are with short spiked hair and binded chests.sometimes i too wonder, what if i turn
lesbian.
by choice? which group would i belong to? is it true that being in an all girls' school makes you turn lesbian? because you don't interact with the opposit sex? if its true, why are convent girls decorating the arms of pretty boys? in singapore, being gay is something not to proud of, gay marriages are not legal.an instructor told me and my friends that a "wedding" took place at sentosa, and when he was enticipating to see a beautiful bride to come to the alter, he saw instead another groom and he felt disgusted.if you're a male cross-dresser, people would think you like guys,if you're not the girly sort of girl, people would think you're lesbian.people over here, scruntinize gays, including many of my friends, even my boyfriend.and you would think, singapore being a cosmopolitian country is actually still very much conservative in thinking.being gay, is also against many religions,even mine.who says both lesbian parnters must consist of one girly girl and a tomboyish looking girl? both can be girly and hold hands on the streets and you would think they're just good friends, the same for gays, they're could both be manly.some people say, women turn lesbian because they have lost faith in men and a women for a partner could understand her better,there are women and men saving up for sex change operations and also males and females born with the wrong sex organs, or the majority that feel they belong more to which sex, who turns gay.i believe there are many reasons that people turn gay, i also believe that God made us all perfect, amd how we decide to live is up to us.
if it was the last day on earth i would like to have sex with a woman.
posted @3:09 PM
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
does this template make people think im horny? :)
posted @4:42 PM
Monday, August 01, 2005
the student leaders, were introduced to the student councilors today.they came with smiling faces, with excitiment practically bursting from their ears if excitment was in the form of gas.the student leaders, also known as sl-s are a bunch of students which the teachers think they're capable of serving the student body, pretty much like being a spokesperson for the school.a good student, role model, etc, etc.we had to teach them the ropes of being a sc, starting from the very basic.they were assigned to duty posts with senior sc-s and excos (assholes).i did my duty today and felt that the sl-s were starting to know what they were in for.as they were standing around, not knowing how duty is suppose to be done, i could almost see they regret agreeing to becoming someone in school.maybe they felt like they no longer had freedom or choice.yes, i agree that being part of the student council seems like being a big family.but there is so much more than that, cat fights, arguments, punishments.like you have to be better than everyone else or else what are you good for? i use to be like these sl-s, when i first entered the board.i tried to do everything right, and by doing that.i made my friends think that i was being arrogant and bossy.i started to resent the way i tried to be the perfect sc.(we did'nt use to have sl-s, we had training camps and interviews before becoming sc-s) and i also begin to resent the board when my efforts were scruntinised.and i slacked and slacked, and i got myself into trouble with last year's commitee, the president of the board that year made it clear that he did'nt like me, me being like anyone else felt like i was being pin pointed.and i did everything to make him resent me more.i
loved the student council.good luck sl-s.you can say that i did'nt make any effort to be a role model, i tried.i had to be that loser student councilor, the one without the achievements.the lackey.
posted @4:43 PM
