Friday, October 29, 2004
when i look at my report book, i feel seriously dumb.what the fuck have i been up to the entire year? i've wasted so many days doing absolutely nothing.what am i going to do next year? i have a damn national exam to sit for.if i fail that too i might as well go to rainbow centre.
posted @9:08 PM
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
im so bored.and when im bored that means im a boring person...right? the gloomy weather is getting me and its making me into a very gloomy person.haha.i seriously have no idea what im talking about.anyways, we've been having drama lessons for the past two days... and im actually having fun.it's like im a little kid all over again.yay! (: hehe.we do funny things we write silly scripts.we... i mean they brainstormed on how to beat my character up.it's just my alter ego when i say i hate drama class.so... yeah.haha.then we had this clearasil thing on how to keep your face pimple free, when we already know so well cos they come almost every year but who cares? we get free samples everytime.hehe.that sounded cheap.as in cheapskate cheap not cheap.ahh.you get the idea.lalala.school's going to end like in about three days.but im anything but excited.i've become matured over the years, okay maybe not...but now school holidays are just for part time jobs and to come home past midnight.it just becomes boring after awhile.there's only one thing im excited about.the bangkok trip! hehe.i can't wait.but mr kenny says its a stupid training camp, training camp! it means we dont get to shop? if we really do have some sort of camp im going to go crazy and sink into sulking and pouting mode.period.
posted @6:27 PM
Thursday, October 21, 2004
I can be an asshole of the grandest kind
I can withhold like it's going out of style
I can be the moodiest baby and you've never met anyone
Who is as negative as I am sometimes
I am the wisest woman you've ever met
I am the kindest soul with whom you've connected
I have the bravest heart that you've ever seen and you've never met anyone
Who is as positive as I am sometimes
You see everything you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here
I blame everyone else and not my own partaking
My passive aggressive-ness can be devastating
I'm terrified and mistrusting and you've never met anyone
Who is as closed down as I am sometimes
You see everything you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here
What I resist persists and speaks louder than i know
What i resist you love no matter how low or high I go
I am the funniest woman that you've ever known
I am the dullest woman that you've ever known
I'm the most gorgeous woman that you've ever known and you've never met anyone
Who is as everything as I am sometimes
You see everything you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here
posted @4:02 AM
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
my results are horrible.bleeah! i failed the two most important subjects.oh no! what am i going to do?! ugh.should have paid attention in class i might just end up passsing my science.my mathematics is beyond hope i dont even need to try.mm at least i passed english.hehe.so i need only two more subjects to go to sec four.omg! how am i going to go to a poly without maths and science.horrible horrible horrible! how?! how?!? how! im such a worry wart.(: hehe.
passing two subjects does'nt mean you're a goner.still got other marks.it'll probably pull you up yeah? (: you're not even worried, why should i be..right?
posted @1:30 PM
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
That's when i love you - aslyn
When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you
Just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you...endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget I am waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway
cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
Thats when I love you
When I love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
cause the movie, it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you
A little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love you
I love you more than you know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late
Baby I love you
I love you anyway
cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
cause that's when I love you
And nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what
That's when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you
No matter what
No matter what. (:
grr.i need a stress buster! im going crazy.the first paper is just two days again.what do i not have to worry about?
posted @1:14 AM
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
dutch girl, mr smiley face and mr anonymous.please just
FUCK OFF.
posted @10:27 PM
Friday, October 01, 2004
the internet is driving me nuts!
grr. i cant go to any other pages except the homepage.stupid stupid stupid.so i'll just kept changing the homepage address.pretty dumb right? i can't believe i went for the newspaper collection.i've been doing charity for three straight days now, how come i don't feel like a better person yet? i love riding in trollies.trollies without newspapers that is (:
posted @5:55 AM
