Monday, December 20, 2004
even my pee doesn't feel hot anymore.haha.(:
think im finally recovering, had a throat infection and a mild fever but my head felt like it was burning at a hundred degrees.never been so sick before.never been a sick-prone kid anyway.i don't want to fall ill again.don't like the way it makes my body ache.
training camp's cancelled again.(: haha.that means no sleeping on tables, no expeditions, no outdoor cooking, no TOO-SLOW!-DO IT AGAIN! shouts from mr kenny.no pt! no water parades, no stuck-up seniors.yay! i almost celebrated.
posted @12:20 PM
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
i admit.
im incredibly emotional,
im sensitive,
im very emotionally attached to most people, which makes me a whiney ass.
im sentimental,
i force myself not to cry, but i can't.
im the biggest bitch,
im selfish,
self-centered,
arrogant,
materialistic,
annoying,
and everything else that couldn't possibly make the world cringe.
why do you still treat me so nice?
take back your ring,
take back your things.
im not who you think.
i never intended to rise false hopes, if i did.
im sorry.
posted @1:10 PM
"Say Anything"
Here I am onThe phone again, and
Awkward silence is
On the other end
I used to know the sound
Of a smile in your voice
But right now
All I feel is the pain of the fighting
Starting up again
All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind
On my mind
All the things we laugh about
They'll bring us through it every time
After time after time
Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you wanna stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Some say that
Time changes
Best friends can
Become strangers
But I don't want that
No, not for you
If you just stay with me, we can make it through
So Here we are again
The same old argument
And now I'm wonderin'If things'll ever change, yeah
When will you laugh again?
Laugh like you did back when
We'd make noise til 3 AM and the neighbors would complain
All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind
On my mind
All the things we laugh about
They'll bring us through it every time
After time after time
Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you wanna stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin' down
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin' down
Down
Down
Down
Don't say a word
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away
I know you wanna stay
If you'll just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Don't say a word , please don't leave
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away , please don't leave
I know you wanna stay
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
posted @11:50 AM
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
am i that predictable?
posted @12:54 PM
Thursday, December 09, 2004
just got back from cssp camp, horrible horrible horrible.all you do there is wake up early, run around clementi, run around nan hua, do a million push-ups and listen to matthew talk and talk and talk, sing campfire songs and dance, play mind games, play ice breaking games over and over, sleep on tables, shower in icy cold water at midnight, have badd headaches, and eat four times a day! (: how fun can that be?
ookkaayy.maybe it was only fun when we were bonded and did things together.
i don't know if vit, we named our group after a bottle of water.heh.will ever read this.
but i want to thank them for staying together. ((:
wei ting: THANK YOU for being my part time maid.heh.weiting for me to do things together when i do them so super slowly.just don't ask so much, sometimes things you ask may be touchy yeah?
kelly: mm.ni hai mei huan wo de ku zi lei mei mei!
gopal: you bossy asshole.
ahmad: ay! we're the best tag team in the UNIVERSE.
zul: aallaammaakk.heh.twinkle twinkle little star. 1,2,1,2
jasden: very smelly eh you.haha.but can lah, we share the same thoughts.(:
katvitha: you're sooo quiet.talk more okay? must be enthu!
wei loon: wo bu xiang ni si toilet de peng you lor.
me: im redd redd redd.heh
posted @9:13 PM
Thursday, December 02, 2004
TAUFIK! (:
i love taufik! taufik's my idol! heh.watched the showdown on tv last night, even though i was'nt at the indoor stadium and i really wanted to be there.alecia got me a ticket but i had to sit with sylvester's friends and family, i could have went.but i rather not.if i did i can't root for taufik anymore.haha.
mm.
went to meet samuel yesterday.
((:
heh.
posted @11:59 PM
