Sunday, January 23, 2005
i feel like a loser.i don't know why, it's like i get affected so easily by what people say. and i can't be, because i love him.and i believe him.everything's based on trust right?
posted @4:52 PM
Friday, January 21, 2005
I stil haven't meet taufik batisah. :( i must win that backstage pass.
anyways, i haven't been blogging very regularly.. so.yeah, my life is in a MESS.
HUGE MESS.
i hate it.hate it.hate it.grr, plus it's boring.so there's nothing much to write about.i've got a bad feeling im going to flunk my N levels.bleeaahhs.i can't do maths, i can't do science, CPA IS NOT FUCKING COUNTED AS A SUBJECT ANYMORE.THEN WHY DO WE FUCKING TAKE IT? GRR.it's getting on my nerves.and i have like four hours of cpa every week, i still have to go.i can't skip class.then i have to do COREL DRAW 8.what the HELL is SO wrong with THEM?! IM SO IRRITATED.i sound like one of those naughty kids that does'nt stop whining when they don't get their yellow toy truck.grr.fuck it.
posted @10:59 AM
Monday, January 10, 2005
to AFTER EFFECTS fans and people who called me a materialistic bitch: You don't know me, so why are you insulting me? All you know is just a one sided story.And thats how much it made you believe? you want to know what happened? ask me and i'll tell you.Go ahead and think i fabricated some story up.If you were in my position you'll do the same.well, im not sure if everyone will.You can't be with somebody you don't love.It's not about the money, it's not about the race, it's not about how good-looking someone is.It's about the heart, and how someone feels.I don't think i can be with somebody that treats me very well, but i don't love.He can buy me everything in the world, everything i ever want.Pamper me, treat me like a princess.I just can't do it.Isn't that lying too? not only you're lying to him, but you're lying to yourself.Think it was easy telling someone you're so close with, that you don't love him at all? That he was always only your brother and friend? He would even give up something big, just to cheer me up when i was upset? Then telling him im in love with his friend? You think all of that was easy? You may think im trying to get sympathy.Well, go ahead.I don't care, believe in whatever you think you know.Don't hate me, hate the one you think you know.
posted @5:39 PM
