Thursday, July 06, 2006
I said hello to him then went offline.WHAT A CHICKEN RIGHT?
We use to talk on msn all the time.Don't know what happened along the way, a "so?"from him made me step back.we even went to camp together, drank milo together.I told him my fears and he laughed about it and stood at the staircase of a deserted colonial house in sentosa.He even messaged me after, to ask if im okay.I added him on friendster, took great courage for me to do that.Thought he would just reject me,like his friend who deleted me of his friend list.All i remember now is when he smiled at me on speech day.
I use to think a whole bunch of them as friends.You know, laugh about stupid things, talking about school and just well, anything and everything.Some of them even think im trying to possess their mind and take over their lives, like an alien of some sort.I was even close to some of them, him and him and him.One even became my boyfriend, and we're still going strong.
One i was specially close with, I hurt his feelings and He hurt mine.spreading rumours and fabricating lies.I was hated/dislike by his friends, he still send me silly messages like "sorry,wrong number." I know its him.I remember his number.He even called once.
Sometimes I feel like calling him to tell him lets be friends again and nothing more.Well, we don't talk anymore.
Because of his lies, and false truths made me lose another friend.a good person to hold a conversation with, now we're constantly competing in class on whose english is better.we use to talk on msn too.he made me laughed and laughed and launghed.He's not my friend too.
I use to like one, even fought over him with my best friend.we're still in contact, not as close as we use to be.But im okay.Im keeping him as my friend.
I wonder if sometimes, if they remember any of these.I've changed maybe they have too.
posted @3:04 AM
